Sunny Day Despair Rusika

 

 

春めく風の予感に僕は今絶望を眺めてる 色強く
終わるかも知れぬ未
来に歩み行く恐れと共に今 震えてる
 

君の鼓動感じさせてよずっと今はそれだけが生きてゆく心灯火を絶やさぬようにと
さらば愛し僕の全てを虚無の中へ返しゆくただそれが生きる答えだと知った
 永遠の
 

なぜに輝く一つの光が僕の全て狂わす 今もまだ
何も見えないからこそ手を伸ばし落としたものにまた 手を伸ばす

 

走る闇を切り裂くように奮い立たす弱き己を雑念さえも感じさせぬように
 息切らせ
体中に巡る痛みとずっとずっとこの先も生きてゆくこれが僕の乗り越えるべき
 罪だから
 

何もないからこそ 何かできる気がする
絶望のなかにこそ 希望が存在す

 

 

English Version:

 

I am now watching in despair, with the foreboding wind which brings Spring
I answer by walking to the dead end of my future, with fear


I am still shaking...


Let me feel your heart beating (forever)
When it the only thing that lights the fire in the heart which continues to live,
I throw everything I love dearly to the nothingness
That's the only answer to live

 

Eternally


Why is the light making me totally frantic?
I extend my hands because I cannot see (anything)
I reach again for the things I have lost

 

Run to the split through the darkness 
Rouse my weak self not to think idle thoughts
I have to live with the pain which spreads through my body. To overcome the sin that looms at the barricade.


Because there is nothing at all... I can do something"
In the despair... My hope exists



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